Post by PAARTHURNAX . on Sept 24, 2012 23:10:32 GMT -8
twenty-one . nord . blacksmith . stormcloak . strong . independent . sheltered . amy lee
starting off with the obvious. i never really grew up with much in my life and i was always fine with that, because i had my father. he was the person i would always run to if i had anything on my mind. everything about him, i aspired to and still aspire to, if only because he is probably the strongest person i had ever met. he means the world to me and without him, i wouldn't be who i am today.
because of him, i've become a strong, independant woman and i usually mean well with my intentions. when it comes to my friends and people i just meet, they usually know me by my bubbly personality and happy-go-lucky attitude. i usually always have a smile on my face, even when my mother died. it hurt more than i could ever explain but i needed to stay strong, not only for myself but for my father as well. pity is something that i can not stand, though, and this is why i never told anyone of what was going on.
i am, in fact, a stormcloak. i believe that the thalmor took what was rightfully ours and that the imperials have no right defending something as degrading as that contract. it's repulsive. we are the natives of skyrim and deserve to worship whoever we wish to.
i can be vicious when i want to be, especially if someone is picking on someone that i care about. women who wear next to no clothing get on my nerves too; when they come into my store, i usually tell them that this is a 'no shoes, no shirt, no service' building, and when they usually point out that they are, in fact, wearing a shirt, i correct them and say that they are basically wearing a piece of fabric over their tits. yes, i can be rude and blunt when i want to be, but someone has to. it especially pissed me off when i would see most of the men in the shop oggling over them, it really disgusted me. i just don't understand why women think that they need to dress like that to get by. every day i wear a simple dress and a blacksmith's apron and apparently i have suitors...even though i'm not particularily interested.
sure, i may sound like a prude, but i don't exactly care; i never cared how anyone viewed me and i'm not about to start. i know how i am and i take pride in it, even when i can find myself faking a smile every once in a while. hey, a girl's allowed to be vulnerable once in a while, though i usually take advantage when i'm home alone.
because of him, i've become a strong, independant woman and i usually mean well with my intentions. when it comes to my friends and people i just meet, they usually know me by my bubbly personality and happy-go-lucky attitude. i usually always have a smile on my face, even when my mother died. it hurt more than i could ever explain but i needed to stay strong, not only for myself but for my father as well. pity is something that i can not stand, though, and this is why i never told anyone of what was going on.
i am, in fact, a stormcloak. i believe that the thalmor took what was rightfully ours and that the imperials have no right defending something as degrading as that contract. it's repulsive. we are the natives of skyrim and deserve to worship whoever we wish to.
i can be vicious when i want to be, especially if someone is picking on someone that i care about. women who wear next to no clothing get on my nerves too; when they come into my store, i usually tell them that this is a 'no shoes, no shirt, no service' building, and when they usually point out that they are, in fact, wearing a shirt, i correct them and say that they are basically wearing a piece of fabric over their tits. yes, i can be rude and blunt when i want to be, but someone has to. it especially pissed me off when i would see most of the men in the shop oggling over them, it really disgusted me. i just don't understand why women think that they need to dress like that to get by. every day i wear a simple dress and a blacksmith's apron and apparently i have suitors...even though i'm not particularily interested.
sure, i may sound like a prude, but i don't exactly care; i never cared how anyone viewed me and i'm not about to start. i know how i am and i take pride in it, even when i can find myself faking a smile every once in a while. hey, a girl's allowed to be vulnerable once in a while, though i usually take advantage when i'm home alone.
thirty-nine . orsimer . bandit . neutral . ruthless . guarded . till lindemann
almost no one has really been close to me and that's because i like it that way. i always felt like emotions were useless except for anger; being angry is the only thing i really know. well, i mean i can feel happy and have a good time with the guys but in general i'm an angry person. its in my blood to distrust until people have proven their trust to me. the only people so far are my bandit crew and my family, of whom i haven't seen in many years. even then, i knew that i wouldn't be able to be around them for much loger; they wanted much different things for me, than i had planned for myself.
when it comes down to my line of work, you have to have no emotions. i have no conscience when it comes down to killing someone to get what i want, it's how i was trained. of course the first few times were difficult for me, but i was easily molded into the killing machine that i am today. i'm not even afraid to kill one of my own to get what i want. not that anyone truly challenges me anymore. my size seems to intimidate people, alongside the fact that i am, in fact, an orc.
i do have a tender side, though it hasn't been shown to anyone, as of late. i don't plan on letting it live for much longer, to be honest, seeing as it seems to make me vulnerable and weak. it's useless and it hate it with a burning passion. this is the reason why i also don't believe in love; it's a mindless thing that makes men weak; i can't count how many times i've killed a man thinking that he would be saving his woman by doing so. little did he know that i raped the wench and then killed her right after.
as it is when it comes to the war, i don't really care who wins or whatever. just keep yourselves distracted so that i can keep raping and pillaging the way i want. i'll admit, because of this war, business couldn't be better, what with the guards more worried about their enemies than us simple bandits.
when it comes down to my line of work, you have to have no emotions. i have no conscience when it comes down to killing someone to get what i want, it's how i was trained. of course the first few times were difficult for me, but i was easily molded into the killing machine that i am today. i'm not even afraid to kill one of my own to get what i want. not that anyone truly challenges me anymore. my size seems to intimidate people, alongside the fact that i am, in fact, an orc.
i do have a tender side, though it hasn't been shown to anyone, as of late. i don't plan on letting it live for much longer, to be honest, seeing as it seems to make me vulnerable and weak. it's useless and it hate it with a burning passion. this is the reason why i also don't believe in love; it's a mindless thing that makes men weak; i can't count how many times i've killed a man thinking that he would be saving his woman by doing so. little did he know that i raped the wench and then killed her right after.
as it is when it comes to the war, i don't really care who wins or whatever. just keep yourselves distracted so that i can keep raping and pillaging the way i want. i'll admit, because of this war, business couldn't be better, what with the guards more worried about their enemies than us simple bandits.
twenty-three . nord . countess of whiterun . neutral . kind. generous . motherly . blake lively
throughout whiterun i'm known as a countess but a lot of the time, i don't feel as though i am. i have always been raised to be a noble, but it never really stuck. i'm rather down to earth about a lot of things and make sure that my people are my biggest and first responsibility. it helps that my husband feels the same, if not stronger about such things. whiterun is our home and the people who reside in it are what makes it feel like home. i care for each and every person in it and i am proud to be able to call myself the countess.
how did i get 'rosalind the kind'? i'm not sure really. it started about two years ago, just after my husband and i had wed and i started on with my responsibilities as countess. however, i then stretched out further and went out to help with the townsfolk even though i didn't need to. then again, i've always had issues with being locked indoors and now that my husband preferred me being happy, rather than thinking that i should be inside, i would og out whenever i pleased, helping where i could. i guess that was how i got the name. it's an honorable one and i wear it proudly.
even though i have that name, i am by no means weak or helpless. i have been in battle before and am trained in hand-to-hand combat. twice a week a practice my swordsmanship and keep up on my battle skills, so i am in tip top shape for a woman of my size. there is also a temper inside of me that rarely comes out, unless provoked, obviously. i am by no means a violent person and my temper is usually run its course by yelling and screaming. this is only an exception when i am in battle; i've killed people, though it was in the means of war.
there is one touchy subject when it comes to me and that is the subject of childbirth. most of my friends know not to talk about it because of the fact that i usually stop talking when the subject is brought up. it pains me to know that i can't give my husband a true heir to the throne of whiterun and all i want is for him to be happy. there is also the mother inside of me that wishes to nurture and love a child, so not having that ability breaks my heart.
how did i get 'rosalind the kind'? i'm not sure really. it started about two years ago, just after my husband and i had wed and i started on with my responsibilities as countess. however, i then stretched out further and went out to help with the townsfolk even though i didn't need to. then again, i've always had issues with being locked indoors and now that my husband preferred me being happy, rather than thinking that i should be inside, i would og out whenever i pleased, helping where i could. i guess that was how i got the name. it's an honorable one and i wear it proudly.
even though i have that name, i am by no means weak or helpless. i have been in battle before and am trained in hand-to-hand combat. twice a week a practice my swordsmanship and keep up on my battle skills, so i am in tip top shape for a woman of my size. there is also a temper inside of me that rarely comes out, unless provoked, obviously. i am by no means a violent person and my temper is usually run its course by yelling and screaming. this is only an exception when i am in battle; i've killed people, though it was in the means of war.
there is one touchy subject when it comes to me and that is the subject of childbirth. most of my friends know not to talk about it because of the fact that i usually stop talking when the subject is brought up. it pains me to know that i can't give my husband a true heir to the throne of whiterun and all i want is for him to be happy. there is also the mother inside of me that wishes to nurture and love a child, so not having that ability breaks my heart.
twenty . bosmer . thief . thieves guild . neutral . good-natured . confused . josh hutcherson
a lot of people have a misconception of the thieves guild. most people think of us as emotionless murderers but to be honest, we try to avoid murder as much as possible. i'll admit, there are a lot of people in the guild who could be described as 'emotionless' but i am definitely not one of them. in fact, i''ve probably enough personality for the whole guild. if not all of riften. everyone knows me because of my 'shenanigans' as people say, along with the fine meats and furs that i bring in after my hunting trips. i'm always polite and kind to my customers, as well as the people i meet. i keep up a good front of the good guy, even though that's just who i generally am, and no one suspects that i'm a part of the thieves guild. however, because of my childhood, everyone knows me as a trouble maker; even then it wasn't necessarily my doing. how was i supposed to obey a witch in disguise?
anyways, i have a lot of friends in riften both in the way of connections as well as just partners that i enjoy the company of. in short, i am never alone and i like it that way. as much as i love hunting, both animals and people, alone, i actually hate being alone in general. that's why my little sister lives with me. it's childish, i know, but the lonliness i can end up feeling is almost overwhelming.
when it comes down to having to kill someone, i try to disconnect my feelings from whatever i have to do. the number one rule in the guild is to not get caught and that's a rule that i live by. who would honestly want to spend the rest of their lives in a dungeon? no one, that's who. so i stay out of sight and make sure that people who see me stay quiet about it. i have blood on my hands and i'm not proud of it, but i just keep telling myself that it was to survive, just as it has been my whole life.
what a lot of people don't know about me is that i really just want the simple life; find a nice girl, get married and settle down. hell, maybe have a few kids along the way. i'm happy with my life right now, being able to travel the province and such, but i know that soon i'd like to settle down.
anyways, i have a lot of friends in riften both in the way of connections as well as just partners that i enjoy the company of. in short, i am never alone and i like it that way. as much as i love hunting, both animals and people, alone, i actually hate being alone in general. that's why my little sister lives with me. it's childish, i know, but the lonliness i can end up feeling is almost overwhelming.
when it comes down to having to kill someone, i try to disconnect my feelings from whatever i have to do. the number one rule in the guild is to not get caught and that's a rule that i live by. who would honestly want to spend the rest of their lives in a dungeon? no one, that's who. so i stay out of sight and make sure that people who see me stay quiet about it. i have blood on my hands and i'm not proud of it, but i just keep telling myself that it was to survive, just as it has been my whole life.
what a lot of people don't know about me is that i really just want the simple life; find a nice girl, get married and settle down. hell, maybe have a few kids along the way. i'm happy with my life right now, being able to travel the province and such, but i know that soon i'd like to settle down.
twenty-five . nord . adventurer . neutral (stormcloak sympathizer) . intimidating . loyal . just . charity laurus
anyone who has ever mnet me has found me somewhat intimidating, which surprises me. i have figured out it is possibly the way that i hold myself and how i show no fear, that scares people. everything that i do has a purpose and is what i believe is the right thing to do. all i ever want to do is do the right thing, the just thing. that was the main reason why i agreed to help clean up riften in the first place. i know it will be a challenge, but i am determined to rid riften of those rats they call the thieves guild.
i lost my family a long time ago and thus i know the true meaning of friendship and family. i am loyal to those i care for and would take a dagger to the throat for them, if i need to. i know that good friends, true friends are hard to come by, so i try to keep them by my side for as long as i possibly can. trust is another huge thing for me, if i can't trust you, then there is no point in us being affiliated with one another.
since being in riften, i have managed to show people just how brutal i can be; i've caught and killed a few thieves in the city already and i am prepared to do more. people have told me that i am putting a target on my back for raven black-briar to shoot at any moment. why should i be intmidated? if i am thrown in jail, then so be it. i know what i am doing is the irght thing to do and that is all that matters to me. that and keeping the ones i love safe and protected, of which i am good at.
i'e never truly been in love and seeing as i have been traveling for the last couple of years, i've never had a chance to really be with someone. this puts many men off, that and the fact that i am actually a woman who can take care of herself. i don't expect to settle down any time soon, that is for sure.
i lost my family a long time ago and thus i know the true meaning of friendship and family. i am loyal to those i care for and would take a dagger to the throat for them, if i need to. i know that good friends, true friends are hard to come by, so i try to keep them by my side for as long as i possibly can. trust is another huge thing for me, if i can't trust you, then there is no point in us being affiliated with one another.
since being in riften, i have managed to show people just how brutal i can be; i've caught and killed a few thieves in the city already and i am prepared to do more. people have told me that i am putting a target on my back for raven black-briar to shoot at any moment. why should i be intmidated? if i am thrown in jail, then so be it. i know what i am doing is the irght thing to do and that is all that matters to me. that and keeping the ones i love safe and protected, of which i am good at.
i'e never truly been in love and seeing as i have been traveling for the last couple of years, i've never had a chance to really be with someone. this puts many men off, that and the fact that i am actually a woman who can take care of herself. i don't expect to settle down any time soon, that is for sure.
twenty-nine . dunmer . assassin . dark brotherhood . neutral . blood-thirsty . complicated . tom hardy
not many people are close enough to me to know what i am feeling most of the time. to be honest, it's anger, but i keep that locked within myself until i have a chance to channel it. my life in the grey quarter had been a tough one and resent ulfric for banishing my kind to such a state. that was the main reason i had left in the first place. another was that i couldn't stand dealing with that hate any longer, some people were cruel and i thought it was only the people of windhelm. but it's not, it's all of skyrim. i'd hate this country if i didn't love it. it's something i struggle with on a daily basis, only finding relief of a short while after a kill or while being with my wife.
my loyalty runs deep to the people i care about, most of all my brothers and sisters of the dark brotherhood. i wouldn't have survived in this world if it weren't for them and i owe them, and my wife, my life. end of story.
if you first meet me, i may seem a tad bit stand-offish, but that's only because i can't let my emotions show to anyone, so i keep a neutral expression. most people get a tad offended by it, but why do i care? it's not like i have to prove anything to them - they could be my next contract for all that i know.
my enemies are vast and spread out, i have at least one in every major city, not that i blame them. i am the type to get into drunken brawls every now and again, though i cam trying to bring it down for my child that's on the way. unless i've had a couple of drinks, i don't show my violence, always reminding myself that i'll get mine whenever i go out on a job. sometimes i kill even if i don't have a contract...though it's rare.
lovers are something that i had many of before my wife. i've felt any possible type of mattress and could tell you which type of wood floor is best. but now that i'm committed, my eyes merely strays every once in a while, but i would never act out on my temptations. i know what i wanted when i made the commitment, partially because i told myself i would never submit myself to mara.
my loyalty runs deep to the people i care about, most of all my brothers and sisters of the dark brotherhood. i wouldn't have survived in this world if it weren't for them and i owe them, and my wife, my life. end of story.
if you first meet me, i may seem a tad bit stand-offish, but that's only because i can't let my emotions show to anyone, so i keep a neutral expression. most people get a tad offended by it, but why do i care? it's not like i have to prove anything to them - they could be my next contract for all that i know.
my enemies are vast and spread out, i have at least one in every major city, not that i blame them. i am the type to get into drunken brawls every now and again, though i cam trying to bring it down for my child that's on the way. unless i've had a couple of drinks, i don't show my violence, always reminding myself that i'll get mine whenever i go out on a job. sometimes i kill even if i don't have a contract...though it's rare.
lovers are something that i had many of before my wife. i've felt any possible type of mattress and could tell you which type of wood floor is best. but now that i'm committed, my eyes merely strays every once in a while, but i would never act out on my temptations. i know what i wanted when i made the commitment, partially because i told myself i would never submit myself to mara.
nineteen . breton . warrior . the companions . stormcloak . outgoing . determined . jess von mess
many people know me as the new member of the companions and yes everyone asks me if i get their sweetrolls but in all honesty, i've been proving myself. i'm prepared to do anything and everything to become one of the circle members and i know that i'll get there eventually. my father is kodlak whitemane, which is half of the reason i managed to join so young, but don't underestimate me. just because i'm his daughter doesn't mean i get a free ride. in fact, he probably makes it harder on me because i'm his kin. i don't mind, though, i know i'll eventually make him proud.
i've overcome major obstacles in my life and i am not afraid to share them. i know that people look at me and see some fragile young woman, but when i tell them my stories they see me in a whole new light and i absolutely love that feeling. it's so rewarding proving people wrong about me and my personality. sure, i'm bubbly and maybe a bit too open about my life, but put two swords in my hands and i am ready for combat. mark my words, if you ever get into a fight with me, you will never regret it.
never really had an interest in finding love, the only thing i've ever really concentrated on is becoming a warrior and now that i have become that, i guess you could say i've been showing more interest in finding someone to be with. i know that i am still young, but not as young as most women in skyrim who marry. i'm not discouraged though, i know i'll find someone who makes me happy and will love me for who i am. cliche, but i've always sort of been a hopeless romantic. that was probably why i was so disappointed by the story my mother told me about meeting my father.
my friends mean the world to me and the fact that I am not good friends with the companions is like a dream come true. most of them are much older than me, but i don't mind, they seem to enjoy my company and i definitely enjoy theirs. the only thing i ever want to accomplish in my friendship is trust and loyalty. those things are absolutely a must if i am to ever call someone an ally.
i've overcome major obstacles in my life and i am not afraid to share them. i know that people look at me and see some fragile young woman, but when i tell them my stories they see me in a whole new light and i absolutely love that feeling. it's so rewarding proving people wrong about me and my personality. sure, i'm bubbly and maybe a bit too open about my life, but put two swords in my hands and i am ready for combat. mark my words, if you ever get into a fight with me, you will never regret it.
never really had an interest in finding love, the only thing i've ever really concentrated on is becoming a warrior and now that i have become that, i guess you could say i've been showing more interest in finding someone to be with. i know that i am still young, but not as young as most women in skyrim who marry. i'm not discouraged though, i know i'll find someone who makes me happy and will love me for who i am. cliche, but i've always sort of been a hopeless romantic. that was probably why i was so disappointed by the story my mother told me about meeting my father.
my friends mean the world to me and the fact that I am not good friends with the companions is like a dream come true. most of them are much older than me, but i don't mind, they seem to enjoy my company and i definitely enjoy theirs. the only thing i ever want to accomplish in my friendship is trust and loyalty. those things are absolutely a must if i am to ever call someone an ally.
twenty-four . dunmer . assassin & champion of molag bal . neutral . hostile . insane . alissa white-gluz
my relationships are minimal to non-existent. i don't have friends, i have plenty of enemies and, as for lovers, those are something i am quite picky about. the only thing i truly care about in life is making my master happy - molag bal. he gave me a gift and i plan to us it to the full extent.
i do not like to get close to people, seeing as they could just as easily become my potential future targets. though, it will be easy for me to kill people of whom i'm close to - i've killed my own parents for my master. he tells me what to do and i do it for he gives me what i want and that is domination over people. i love dominating those of whom i feel deserve it which is almost everyone i ever come across. people now a days are too spoiled, they have forgotten who their true master is and that is molag bal.
though i can think for myself i rarely do so, considering what my master could do to me if he ever disapproved of my actions. sometimes, i get tired, very tried, and my walls come down and i occasionally find someone who i can relate to. though, usually those people are vampires or creatures of the night.
as for lovers, i find them in woman, if only because i find their bodies to be much more attractive than a man's as well as the fact that the only man who has ever full satisfied me is molag bal himself. besides, i find men to be disgusting creatures, ones that need to know their place in life and won't ever try to find it until i show them. it's the truth that i tried to find comfort in a man's arms, but that was before i realized that i didn't need them. now i find it within a woman's, but i haven't found the one i need yet. yes, for me the person has to become a need for them to be important enough to stay in my life.
i'm a cruel person, but i am selfless, giving all that i can to my master as well as people i may find myself growing attached to.
i do not like to get close to people, seeing as they could just as easily become my potential future targets. though, it will be easy for me to kill people of whom i'm close to - i've killed my own parents for my master. he tells me what to do and i do it for he gives me what i want and that is domination over people. i love dominating those of whom i feel deserve it which is almost everyone i ever come across. people now a days are too spoiled, they have forgotten who their true master is and that is molag bal.
though i can think for myself i rarely do so, considering what my master could do to me if he ever disapproved of my actions. sometimes, i get tired, very tried, and my walls come down and i occasionally find someone who i can relate to. though, usually those people are vampires or creatures of the night.
as for lovers, i find them in woman, if only because i find their bodies to be much more attractive than a man's as well as the fact that the only man who has ever full satisfied me is molag bal himself. besides, i find men to be disgusting creatures, ones that need to know their place in life and won't ever try to find it until i show them. it's the truth that i tried to find comfort in a man's arms, but that was before i realized that i didn't need them. now i find it within a woman's, but i haven't found the one i need yet. yes, for me the person has to become a need for them to be important enough to stay in my life.
i'm a cruel person, but i am selfless, giving all that i can to my master as well as people i may find myself growing attached to.
ageless . nord . hound of hircine . neutral . werewolf . loyal . mistunderstood . richard armitage
not many people know who i am; only those who follow the word of hircine may know my story. i am older than time itself and have traveled places that no one had ever seen. i know more of the world than any witch or wizard and have many stories to tell. a hound of hircine, i am, and the world has changed plenty since my birth, but not the hunt. a preditor is what i will always be, though i am misunderstood; i believe in the goodness of mortals and believe they should have the right to live on in this world.
i have been in many a battle, all against the ones who seek to destroy tamriel and the wonderful races that live within it. i was at the battle against the thalmor, though i did not partake in it. though i agree with nords, about talos and of ysgramor, i will not get involved in this war; for wars come and go, they mean almost nothing to me anymore. it is only when something bigger threatens the world, that i shall come to battle. for instance, a more pressing matter of mine is the rise of the dragons; i know of what can become of this world, if the dragons shall fully rise - the world shall become ash.
loyal to my prince, i am just as loyal to those i grow close to, though i tend to not do so. for all of those i become close to die, if not by wound then by time itself; for i am completely immortal and not even those who are my prince's children can walk along side me for as long as i live. some would call me frightening, for isolation is what i seek now-a-days, but i am warm and welcoming to those who wish to hear of me and my story. i do not fear death and i do not fear mere mortals, for even if they know the truth, they can not kill me.
i have been in many a battle, all against the ones who seek to destroy tamriel and the wonderful races that live within it. i was at the battle against the thalmor, though i did not partake in it. though i agree with nords, about talos and of ysgramor, i will not get involved in this war; for wars come and go, they mean almost nothing to me anymore. it is only when something bigger threatens the world, that i shall come to battle. for instance, a more pressing matter of mine is the rise of the dragons; i know of what can become of this world, if the dragons shall fully rise - the world shall become ash.
loyal to my prince, i am just as loyal to those i grow close to, though i tend to not do so. for all of those i become close to die, if not by wound then by time itself; for i am completely immortal and not even those who are my prince's children can walk along side me for as long as i live. some would call me frightening, for isolation is what i seek now-a-days, but i am warm and welcoming to those who wish to hear of me and my story. i do not fear death and i do not fear mere mortals, for even if they know the truth, they can not kill me.
twenty-one . imperial . prostitute . neutral . sheltered . naive . innocent . ophelia overdose
staring off with the obvious, i don't have any friends outside of the girls in the brothel. this is partially because i rarely ever leave the brothel unless i want to get out for some fresh air. the friend i have in the brothel are really all i need; they understand me and what i am going through. from what i have been told about most people in the outside world, they would never accept someone like myself. so, i stay near the brothel and don't really venture far off from there. the friends i do have, i treat like gold because i know that they are so special to me. we keep each other safe and look out for one another - we're a big family.
there aren't many people i don't like, seeing as the only other people i meet are those who are from the thieves guild, are clients or both. most of my clients i don't mind but there are a few that i am not a fan of, if only because they disrespect me and try to do things to me that i do not approve of. usually i react with hostility by pulling my dagger on them or burning them with my magic. then they usually either calm down or they leave.
love is foreign thing to me. i had always heard that people fall in love, but i believe i will never find such a thing. this is only because of the environment i live in; i may be sheltered but i am quite smart. i read whenever i can and in plenty of my books there are things about love that i pray for but know i will never have. hopefully, when i become too old to stay in my profession, i will go out and try to find love. i will try to find someone of whom i believe will love me.
there aren't many people i don't like, seeing as the only other people i meet are those who are from the thieves guild, are clients or both. most of my clients i don't mind but there are a few that i am not a fan of, if only because they disrespect me and try to do things to me that i do not approve of. usually i react with hostility by pulling my dagger on them or burning them with my magic. then they usually either calm down or they leave.
love is foreign thing to me. i had always heard that people fall in love, but i believe i will never find such a thing. this is only because of the environment i live in; i may be sheltered but i am quite smart. i read whenever i can and in plenty of my books there are things about love that i pray for but know i will never have. hopefully, when i become too old to stay in my profession, i will go out and try to find love. i will try to find someone of whom i believe will love me.
eighteen . nord . ex-noblewoman, huntress & wanderer . neutral . innocent . intelligent . fearless . emilia clarke
for a year and a half i have had no home to truly call my own. i ran away from home when i was sixteen after my mother threatened to cut my throat when i refused to marry anyone to chose for me. still, even though such a thing had happened and someone whom i trusted more than anyone had done it to me, i am still to easily trusting. anyone i meet, i am not cautious and believe anything they tell me. being young and living in skyrim, i know of the dangers of the lands but not of the people themselves. taking down an elk is much easier than reading a person's face, in my opinion.
there aren't many people who get me angry. i am a rather shy person so i keep to myself a lot of the time; some people tend to think me a snob because of it, when in reality, i am just to afraid to speak to people. there have only ever been two or three times where i actually got physically angry, and that was when my mother told me i must do as she commanded. i didn't know it then, but the prosecution of myself disobeying her was much worse than i had ever anticipated.
having grown up in a privileged surrounding, i surprised myself with my resourcefulness and cleverness when it came to surviving out in the wild. for a while i had no idea as to what i was doing, but know i am capable of hunting and berry picking. i sell my meats and pelts, having made a few close clients in skyrim. i have been fortunate enough to evade bandits, but that isn't to say i'll be so lucky forever.
romance never interested me much; i never believed that i needed a man to keep myself happy, even though my parents did. of course, i dreamed of settling down eventually, just not so soon.
there aren't many people who get me angry. i am a rather shy person so i keep to myself a lot of the time; some people tend to think me a snob because of it, when in reality, i am just to afraid to speak to people. there have only ever been two or three times where i actually got physically angry, and that was when my mother told me i must do as she commanded. i didn't know it then, but the prosecution of myself disobeying her was much worse than i had ever anticipated.
having grown up in a privileged surrounding, i surprised myself with my resourcefulness and cleverness when it came to surviving out in the wild. for a while i had no idea as to what i was doing, but know i am capable of hunting and berry picking. i sell my meats and pelts, having made a few close clients in skyrim. i have been fortunate enough to evade bandits, but that isn't to say i'll be so lucky forever.
romance never interested me much; i never believed that i needed a man to keep myself happy, even though my parents did. of course, i dreamed of settling down eventually, just not so soon.
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